Resignation

I've been bad. I haven't updated here in a month and a half. I forgot the password. I was thinking about abandoning this blog-thing altogether. I'd begun to feel anxious and frustrated. I thought I lost my voice, but really I just had nothing to say.
I had a job that was sucking my soul out. That's why I didn't write. "I feel numb. I go home at night and sit on the couch watching tv till I pass out." Day after day after day. That's sounds really depressing, but I wasn't suicidal or anything. I was just nothing. I just didn't give a shit about anything.
But yesterday, I quit. I got a new job, by what I can only describe as a stroke of luck and a sign of divine mercy. So I'm back.
Awesome things about my new (it's actually my internship from last semester, but now in job form) job:
I can wear jeans
I will not have to toil in a cubicle
I can take a lunch break
I like my coworkers and they like me (also they are not androids)
Half day fridays

It's a lot more interesting and I get to work on creative projects. I just have to suck it up and get through these next two weeks.

This has inspired me to download way to many songs. As much as I often disagree with Pitchfork (especially abou their disdain for Ryan Adams, but that's a whole other post) about current music, I agree almost whole heartedly with them about music from the past.